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I feel like a total dork

Even inches feels too far away sometimes.

I still feel agonizingly, embarrassingly isolated.

Especially lately.

Since the beginning of summer, interaction with friends are more infrequent.

When the pain is so intense and feels endless, and time passes so very slowly.

After briefly discussing the matter with one friend, she and I declared that any and all future movie-watching together will involve cuddling of some sort.

The closeness is comforting. Calming.

I feel guilty for asking. Embarrassed. Even though I only initiate with friends I’m close enough with that I think they won’t mind.

I feel like a complete dork…

Thank you.

Thank you for letting me be a dork.

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Thank you.

Thank you.

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Sometimes the loneliness almost feels worse than the physical pain, because then there is nothing and no one to stop me from losing myself in it. The combination is terrifying, and it’s a daily reality for me. Communication is painful, both physically and emotionally, particularly when something falls out of balance. I lose the ability to rationally handle disappointment or loss — even if it’s just saying “good night.” But presence? Presence can make all the difference, whether or not I’ve admitted how swallowed I feel at that moment.

Sometimes the loneliness almost feels worse than the physical pain, because then there is nothing and no one to stop me from losing myself in it. The combination is terrifying, and it’s a daily reality for me. Communication is painful, both physically and emotionally, particularly when something falls out of balance. I lose the ability to rationally handle disappointment or loss — even if it’s just saying “good night.” But presence? Presence can make all the difference, whether or not I’ve admitted how swallowed I feel at that moment.

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absolute-poppycock:

i’m alive to protect my mum. and because i promised james. otherwise i’d be long gone.

absolute-poppycock:

i’m alive to protect my mum.
and because i promised james.
otherwise i’d be long gone.

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There are 90 names on this list. And it’s incomplete.

Anayeli

Samantha

Tyler

Erik B.

Erik S.

Megan

Anna

Ally

Allison

Alisha

Drew

Andrew

Sam

Kirk

Anthony

Caitlyn

Jani

Kari J

Dana

Kari P

Karli

Mollie

Josh

Dacia

Taylor

Brenna

Brianna

Brenda

Cindy

Amber H

Amber S

Amanda

Rachel

Skylar

Erin

Payge

Slade

Chase

Kimmy

Audrey

Haley

Casey

Madison

Maddy

Ashley

Kayla

Kayla S

Mason

Kristen

Matt

Kate

Liz D.

Liz M.

Katrina

Alexis

Martin

Gavin

Emily

Bill

Amber K.

Aaron M.

Cassie

Allison G.

Sammy

Amy

Amy L.

Kayla Z.

McKenzie

Kenzie

Jamie

Sara

Tanya

Ava

Brandon

Matthew

Devin

Colton

Jacob

Holly

Kara

Kayla B.

Liz B.

Liz S.

Mindy

Melissa

Jennifer

Jenny

Sara W.

Jason

Britney

And then people wonder why I never expect a friendship (or an acquaintanceship, for that matter) of mine to last very long. I’m surprised it took this long for it to sink in/hit me like this.

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psych-facts:

Having something to look forward to can make you happier.

Having something to look forward to can make you happier.

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...Crystal
...20
...Poland Syndrome
...Chronic pain
...Anime
...Animals
...College Junior
...Soprano II/Alto I
...Ballroom/Swing Dance Team
...Forever Alone

I have been dealing with health problems for several years that I have desperately tried to hide from my peers since they began. As a result, I have been less outgoing, participated in less activities than I’ve wanted to, and it’s drastically affected my relationships with other people. So I’ve started writing memoirs about it titled Hidden Hell; I post them here when I write them. These posts are what I'm feeling. Some things I post are what I want to feel -- like a little inspirational message to myself and, of course, whoever else may need them.

This isn’t the quiet girl in the back of the classroom who doesn’t speak to anyone: not anymore. This is me.

Ask me anything

Hidden Hell

...Crystal
...20
...Poland Syndrome
...Chronic pain
...Anime
...Animals
...College Junior
...Soprano II/Alto I
...Ballroom/Swing Dance Team
...Forever Alone

I have been dealing with health problems for several years that I have desperately tried to hide from my peers since they began. As a result, I have been less outgoing, participated in less activities than I’ve wanted to, and it’s drastically affected my relationships with other people. So I’ve started writing memoirs about it titled Hidden Hell; I post them here when I write them. These posts are what I'm feeling. Some things I post are what I want to feel -- like a little inspirational message to myself and, of course, whoever else may need them.

This isn’t the quiet girl in the back of the classroom who doesn’t speak to anyone: not anymore. This is me.

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